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Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Btw...I am writing this in English class...

I know... I'm a bad person.  But hey, I'm still participating in the discussion.  But anyway, my mom pretty much kicked me out of my house today.  I have no one to stay with.  I lost my ride to school.  Life blows sometimes.  Luckily Taylor's brother shares my English class, so I can carpool to that one.  I MAY be able to get a ride with Jody to my baking class (ex boyfriends mom, still super close with her.)  A couple problems would be a ride home from baking, and a ride to my Monday math class.  I don't even know where to begin figuring things out.  I need a job like you wouldn't believe.  With job comes car, moving out... Well... A lot comes with getting a job.  It's pretty much necessary.  Not to mention I am about to get kicked off of my health insurance because my step mom can't afford it any more thanks to my father.  This means I need to file taxes, be an independent, and apply for Medicaid.  Again, this comes with job as well.  I am just a huge ball of stress.  Thank god I have Taylor, I don't know where I would be without him right now.  He is pretty much my hero.  I hate this being a 'half adult' crap.  I am old enough to do all of these great things, to be independent, but do not have the means of getting there.  Therefore I am not really a full adult.  If my stress level continues to stay this high, I am going to start losing my appetite again.  I don't fully understand it, but it happens.  Life.  Ugh.

~Emily