Tearing me apart.

Right now, I know that I cannot handle anything more than normal daily tasks.  I am stressed to the point of breaking.  I am not handling much of anything well right now.  I kind of just want to sit in a dark room for a few days and stay away from everything.  I need peace.  I need to feel stability.  I need people to just back the hell off.  I feel like everything is just closing in on me right now and I can't breath.  The only thing that makes anything feel better is nowhere near me right now.  I miss Taylor so much.  I need him right now.  More than anything, I just want him to hold me and tell me it's going to be okay, because nothing feels okay right now.