My head is so full right now, I can't even come close to decipher what I am thinking about. Mostly, I just feel like this breakup has my life on hold. I feel like I can't make any decisions on anything without the worry of being looked down upon or just plain out hated. As much as I would like to say I don't care what others think about me, it is obvious now that saying so would be lying. I know, the breakup was very recent. I know, I still wake up crying because I dream about him. And believe me, I know that I am no where near over this yet. But, I also know what makes me happy right now. More so, i know who makes me happy. And doesn't the fact that I dream about someone and wake up smiling tip the scale too? You tell me.
~Emily
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