It's been a while, I know. There has been a lot of great things since the last time I updated you. At the same time, there has been a lot of really bad things as well. For one, you may as well know that I am now with Taylor. I know what you are thinking, too fast, right? The funny thing is, it feels like it is where I am supposed to be. It's kind of like all of my unhappiness and stress just go away when I am with him, or even just when we talk on the phone. He makes me feel better, not so broken. Yes, I just got out of a pretty serious relationship, but you know what? If I am happy with my decisions, what does it matter to anyone else? I shouldn't have to put my life on hold just because of a breakup. For right now, I know what I want, I know what (more so, who) makes me happy. On the bad side of things, there are quite a few people that seem to think I am not doing anything right. I was told that watching me is like watching a car accident in slow motion. I was told that people think that I am changing, but not in good ways. Some people think that I have anger issues and that I don't take anyone's opinions into account but my own. They think that I can't take criticism. To clear things up, if you call me and blow up on me about something that has absolutely no negative effects on you, if you spread my private life to people, if you make immature comments about my decisions both behind my back and to my face, if you lie to me about what others have or have not said, I am sure as hell going to defend myself. I will not take kindly to false accusations, name calling, and lies. You call it anger issues, I call it self defense. You say nothing gets through to me? Try talking to me instead of blowing up in my face for no reason. You'd be surprised how much better that will work for you. You say I can't take criticism? Try giving something constructive for once. You think I have turned into a bitch? No, I have finally decided not to let you walk all over me anymore. Get over it. :D.
~Emily
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