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You know that feeling you get, when you are having a great time, and you know it is about to end? Worst feeling ever.  You go from laughing your ass off, to remembering how alone you are about to be when you get out of the truck.  Then, you get inside, you are still slightly okay, because you had a great time, but you are lonely again.  And then you hear about something that really upsets you.  You get angry, you feel betrayed.  These feelings feel pointless though.

~Emily