The phone call I had early really got me thinking about myself. For the longest time, since before the breakup, I have hardly been getting four hours of sleep a night. On top of that, I stopped eating much. I actually lost weight due to the lack of getting myself food when I needed it. This has turned out to be due to stress and such. Well, for the past two nights, I have gotten a full nights sleep. For the past two days, I have eaten a normal amount. It is a strange thing, it is like my body is slowly de-stressing, yet my mind isn't fully following. This must be a good sign though, right? In all honesty, I believe that it is your fault. (You know who you are). I have been smiling a little more every day. Now, I know I am not over the whole breakup thing right now, but it is nice to not have to feel so sad constantly. Now, it is more like a 50/50 thing. I think that being happy only half the time is MUCH better than not being happy at all. I think that I can deal with that for now. From what everyone tells me, it will only improve from here. You guys better be right, because I really don't want to go backwards from here.
~Emily
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