I have people coming to see me next Saturday. I am pretty stoked. My mood would be perfect if I didn't have to keep seeing your name everywhere. Everyday, you indirectly remind me of how I made your life hell. Everyday I feel guilty even though I tell myself I shouldn't. I need this to work out for me, and you are making it difficult. There is someone who is definitely making things a little more bearable, but I am pretty sure I will continue to have these meltdowns off and on for a long time. It's just the way life is. Anyway, I am excited to show everyone around Oregon. I am excited about getting my license test finally over with as well. (Wednesday). Things just need to keep moving forward like this. I need to continue to surround myself with those that I love, get a job, move out, go to college, and just live. Is that so much to ask, really?
~Emily
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