This couldn't be anymore the truth than if I wrote it myself. What is wrong with me? What am I doing? It's time for me to be happy. I think I know what makes me happy now, but getting there is a fight on its own. Can't someone please tell me what to do? I feel so lost here. It's like I know exactly what I want, but I am too afraid to make it happen. It feels like there are so many things holding me back. I am afraid of change, I always have been. But sometimes, change is necessary for our health and our happiness. I want what comes after the change. I want to feel like myself again. But, what if I go through with this, and I end up alone in the end? I mean, I guess it doesn't matter SO much, I already feel pretty alone.
~Emily
you will never be alone Emily, we all love you way to much.
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